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I shouldn't have started playing...
Now it got to the point which is not nice

The main reason why I play, is that I got nothing else to do
Things got boring, hell, things got creepy at home
And the talks with girls were too confusing and breath-taking

And the main reason why I hesitate at first, is that the pressure of playing with others' too big
When you play in team, the one you risk isn't just yourself
And that one thing is for sure, in games or real life
So that I really, really avoid playing in team or group

But now I'm stuck here, in this game
Not that fun till it is addictive, but it's nice
And sad thing is, I can't play that well

One if my acquaintances there demanded me to be...
Well, simply just the 'back up' while we're on battle
Like, using some kind of range type heroes and not just randomly hitting the buttons
Hahaha :)
I'm extremely pathetic on this kind of games
And he's just so serious on playing and getting high scores that it worries me
I'm being an obstacle, right?

I'm considering on quiting the game
With me, a 4vs4 game would feel like 4vs3
^^ As I say, I'm not good at this game
To use the excuse of "I'm new" isn't enough
I'm simply a burden to them

Different from my brother, I can't even play it with all the skills and so on
...
Maybe I'll let brother take over my account
So that maybe, he could replace my miserable play

Yeah
At the end, the one being all happy of this isn't me, eh?

:)